Miracles and Magic

She's emo? You'd cut too, if you've been through what she has. She's anorexic? You'd be too, if everyone called you fat everyday. She's a whore? She made one mistake that cost her, her reputation. She's a showoff? Her parents abused her, & she's never heard of praise. She's loud? She's invisible at home, & she wants to be heard. She's quiet? She's afraid to speak, because she's scared to get made fun of. She's fat? She binges, because she misses her dead brother. She's a geek? She wants to get into college, so she can support her poverty ridden family. She doesn't wear abrecrombie? Her parents have been out of work for months, clothes aren't her top priority if she can't even afford food. She's ugly? Tell me, what is the definition of beauty? Who are you to judge them? You know their name, not their story.

I know this is a random note, but when I look at you I know you have your worries and doubts in life too. So, don’t try to be too hard to yourself k. Read this, every word of this note. It’s important, and I assure you, no regrets. Firstly, take time to pray to God, He will answer your prayers and give you strength. You are beautiful. God made you for reasons bigger than life. Don’t trip when things go wrong, because people will disappoint and abandon you, but God will never. Dream big & never give up, and i see all you at the top. Don’t ever think you’re not good enough. When you really want to give up, think of the reason why you started in the first place. Remember a myriad people love you and your existence gives them happiness. You are worthy, you are amazing. You are beautiful, you may not see it but I do. If you never give up, you never fail. Do everything with love, and make the best out of what you got. God gave us what we need, not what we want....

10 Truths to Keep Your Relationship Healthy Successful relationships take work. They don’t happen in a vacuum. They occur when the couples in them take the risk of sharing what it is that’s going on in their hearts and heads. You can only change yourself, not your partner. If you love someone and think that after a while he or she will alter behaviors you find uncomfortable, think again. If you want changes, put them on the table. so your partner knows what you need. All arguments stem from our own fear or pain. When upset occurs, check out what’s going on inside of you rather than get angry with your partner. Truth is that we usually aren’t upset for the reasons we think we are. Understand that men and women are very different. We’re not from Mars or Venus; we’re not even in the same solar system. Understanding and celebrating our differences will make living together more peaceful, interesting, and fun. Honor each other in some way every day . Every morning you have the opportuni...

I saw this on tehah's blog, so I decided to try. And here is the result :D And the result says that I am Warm , Empathetic , and Sympathetic . Warm You have a genuine interest in other people. You're a natural host, and are always thinking about how you can increase the happiness of those around you. When friends have problems or are in trouble, you're usually the first person they turn to for aid and comfort. Scoring high on the "warm" trait suggests that you are among those who enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place. You don't always say exactly what you're thinking; you don't like the idea of causing anyone pain because of your criticism. Empathetic You are in touch with your own feelings, which helps put you in touch with the feelings of others. You don't buy the logic that your happiness comes ahead of everyone else's becau...

What is love? Now, “what is love?” is an opinion based question. Everyone has their own definition and interpretation for love; here’s mine in complete detail. Definition of love: a deep and passionate attraction between two people who were drawn to each other from the start. Feelings you get when you have a crush: You see them and your heart stops. You find yourself smiling like an idiot. You may have thoughts that you could already be fully in love. You think about them all the time, and spend all of your time waiting for their call/text/etc. You feel like they are a necessity, and you can’t concentrate on anything else. Feelings you get when you are in like: You get nervous when you’re going out to see them. You dress to impress, but you still criticize yourself to no end, thinking that nothing would be good enough. You start to worry that something’s wrong when they don’t call when they say they will. You have the feeling that you want to be with them all the time, but you feel li...

Once you get him, be thankful. He will hurt you, and make you cry. He’s a complete asshole. But he will make you happy. He will tell you sweet corny shit, and when you’re mad at him, he’ll make you smile. He always will tease you, and you should tease him back. He gets defensive like a little kid. It’s cute. But, he’s really mean. He is. He will be such an asshole to you, and he fucks up a lot. But forgive him, cause he’ll always try, and he doesn’t give up. When you guys fight, he’ll blame it all on him or he will blame it on the both of you, and he sometimes seems so fucking hard headed, but still try your hardest to make him happy. He’s really complicated, but he’s really simple at the same time. I can’t tell you everything you need to know, you’ll have to learn. But, just to let you know. You’ll never know him like I did. And, you’ll never love him like me either. But one for you, all I want you to do is love him with all you have. Give your best with no regrets. Be supportive in ...

See that picture up there? That's me. I may not have that perfect face. My body may not be that curvy. I may not have that big round bum that guys want. My boobs aren’t a double d. I may not be the centre page of Playboy or magazines. I may not have the most perfect skin or features. But then again who needs all those? I have a face, I’m thankful. I’m satisfied with my body, i’m thankful. Not everyone is perfect. But always be thankful for what you have, because someone may not even have anything like a “face” or a “body” some people loose their lives no matter how hard they fight, while someone goes killing themselves because they can’t take the world. Well wake up! it’s reality, it’s not perfect, but heck it sure has it’s beautiful moments. Look beyond the imperfections of life and live it, live it to the fullest. I am for sure not perfect, I make mistakes that I eventually learn from. Yes I can be disrespectful but I choose not too. I’m the kind of girl who lenjoy girly moments...

It’s vulnerable. The pain of knowing you cannot see the person you love everyday, or possibly even once a week. It painful to know that you can’t kiss them, hug them, and even touch them on one of your special days. But their’s something about long distance relationships that is truly amazing. One, it teaches you that love can travel so far, it shows you that love will go that extra mile for anyone. And two, It builds up the trust and honesty in the relationship. Yeah, you may not see their face at least once a week. But once you have them in your arms it feels as if you two are the only people in this world. It feels as if life is finally going the way you’ve always wanted it to. Everything just seems so perfect. The feeling of your heart racing when you see them smiling, to know that you’re finally in their arms. To be able to look deep into their eyes, and passionately say “I love you”. Yes this does feel impossible, to know you are miles away from someone you love. But love conqu...

To those people who hurt me, thank you. To those people who’s snaked me and left me when they promised they would always be there, thank you. To those people who tried to take advantage of me, thank you. You’re probably thinking why I’m thanking these people. Well t o the ones who hurt me, I thank you because you’ve just made me a stronger person. Every tear that I’ve shed just gave me every reason to stay stronger, not for them but for myself. They’ve made me realize that bad things are not going to be there forever, good things will eventually happen. To the ones who snaked me, thank you for making me realize who’s worth it. Now I know who my REAL friends are, the ones who can actually be there for me, and the ones that I can actually open up to without any judgement. The ones who can actually be there when I need them, and who will never give up on me. My inspirations to keep going. And to the ones who tried to take advantage of me. Because of you I know not to settle for less than ...

Dear God, grant me the serenity to accept things we cannot change, courage to change the things we can & the wisdom to know the difference. Patience for the things that take time, appreciation for all that we have, & tolerance for those with different struggles. Freedom to live beyond the limitations of our past ways, the ability to feel your love for us & our love for each other & the strength to get up & try again even when we feel it is hopeless. Amen.

Did you ever like someone and it seems like you both have mutual feelings for each other but never had the courage to take things further because you didn’t wanna lose that person? If you were to get in a relationship with them, the thoughts of becoming strangers again just scares you. Sometimes being kept in the ‘friend zone’ is a good thing because you know that you’ll never lose that person but it can also be a bad thing because you’ll never know what you two could be.

You know what you’re capable of doing. You know how much of a great person you are. The only person who could ever make you feel miserable is yourself. Never throw everything away just because of one person who can’t stick to one feeling. Yeah, sometimes you may not know what you want, but sometimes it’s that one person who always seems to be bringing you down. Why let one person bring you down? You’re older and you know better. Your life just started, so why throw all your opportunities away just like that? Every minute you spend angry at the world and not giving a crap is a minute you waste from this beautiful life that has been given to you. You know who you are, and you know who you want to be. Never let anyone tell you otherwise. Someone told me “things will get better, everything won’t always be like this”. And yes things will eventually get better. What you’re feeling now is not permanent. It’s only temporary, so make the best of what you have. Always remember that you still hav...

You know what you’re capable of doing. You know how much of a great person you are. The only person who could ever make you feel miserable is yourself. Never throw everything away just because of one person who can’t stick to one feeling. Yeah, sometimes you may not know what you want, but sometimes it’s that one person who always seems to be bringing you down. Why let one person bring you down? You’re older and you know better. Your life just started, so why throw all your opportunities away just like that? Every minute you spend angry at the world and not giving a crap is a minute you waste from this beautiful life that has been given to you. You know who you are, and you know who you want to be. Never let anyone tell you otherwise. Someone told me “things will get better, everything won’t always be like this”. And yes things will eventually get better. What you’re feeling now is not permanent. It’s only temporary, so make the best of what you have. Always remember that you still hav...

Here's a little guidance. Firstly, trust him okay? He always acts tough around his friends. But its just an act. Laugh at his jokes even when they aren't funny. It makes him happy. Never be the one to let go of his hugs first, it puts a huge smile on his face. Always hold his hands when he reach for it because it doesn't come often . Hold it tight, press it on your face and kiss it. Smile at him whenever you see him, just so he would know he still have you no matter what he's through right now. Understand his shortcomings, nobody's perfect. He may annoy you sometimes but really, he will always love you. And even if he doesn't call you or text you, do remember that you are always in his mind. He thinks about you, and you will always be his first priority. Understand him when he's jealous. He just don't want any other guy to steal you from him. Because you will always be the most beautiful thing in his world. In the middle of your kiss, smile or l...

Tomorrow will be the 804th day. I don't really know how to feel. One minute I don't care. Another minute I'm breaking down. I know it's probably going to be just another day for him tomorrow. But I just can't help but feel so far away from him at this moment. 803 days ago, I was the happiest girl. And along the months that we were together, I was anticipating tomorrow so anxiously. The plans I made in my mind. The words I'd say tomorrow. It's all in my head. I never thought I would lose something so important. It's just that, the thought of losing him never crossed my mind. I don;t know if i'm losing him, I'm just feeling that way. I guess that was my mistake. I try so hard because I really want to continue. I mean I want to. I want to say things on my mind to something less abstract like maybe to a person or something not to my blog. Not like my blog can help me pick myself up. Okay, that’s it for now. Blogging while feeling like I’m right on my...

I'm truly sorry for not blogging lately. Been so caught up with piles of assignments in college. Life has been pretty hectic and a lil bit depressing lately. Its like, 2011 has gone from bad to worse. I have been spending way too many nights crying over fools in my life and have had too many things in mind when I should let people know how I really feel . I sometimes wonder why I am always so immersed with what people think of me when it actual fact, it doesn't really matter. I wonder why my principles of life have changed just to make room for people around me. The point is, it is seemingly pointless for me to wonder now because everything is done and my life is pretty much in a mess right now. Its just something that I cant comprehend now. Its POINTLESS. I find myself in a total mess right now just because I can be upset over the most petty things ever. Its as though Im emotionally depressed or something. And i find it so hard to write now. Writing has always been a great pas...

This is life. People will screw you over. You’ll fight with your family. You’ll witness things that will change you forever. You’ll blame new lovers for things old lovers did. You’ll lose best friends you thought would always be there. You’ll come to realize that everyone has a past. You’ll cry, you’ll laugh, and you’ll embarrass yourself. But then, you’ll find your very own moment where none of that matters; where you can sit back and realize that shit happens to the people who can handle it and that this is who you are, and that no one should want to change you, including yourself.

let's play pretend, shall we? pretend that everything is okay even it hurts so badly. pretend that everything is fine but actually it's not. pretend that we have nothing to worry about even if we have one hundred million things to worry about. all we have to do is enjoy our lives while we can. but don't forget our responsibility towards others, other things. our moments, our memories. and life would be easier. but the problem is, life doesn't work that way. people judge, people tell lies, people hate to see others happy, people are full with negative thoughts, people make mistakes, people talk bad about others, people make promises then they break them, people apologize but sometimes they never mean it, some people can't just shut their mouth, people always get tired with one and another, etc. and why is that so? because we are only human. we need each other because no one's meant to be alone. how many times do we forgive someone just because we don't want t...

The girl who seemed unbreakable, broke. The girl who was always laughing, cried. The girl that never stop trying, finally lost hope. She finally dropped the fake smile as tears rolled down her cheeks and whispered to herself : 'I can't do this anymore but I'll try holding on' The hardest part about walking away from you is knowing that you won't run after me.

First thing first, evanna is one corny, emotional girl who often thinks her life is nothing but another Kurt Cobain suicide. Pretty fucked up isn't it? Well, I am right now getting all this negative vibes from my surrounding and that pretty much explains the emotional posts. You see, the wall of happiness that i had built all this while has gone right down the dark alley of desolation. What im trying to point out here is that there is something i need you to know. All this while, I've been writing for you and always you. Others who read this may not know it but you should. And many may think they know everything but I'm certain that they don't. Andd, all those things that I have ever written about before, it is meant for you and no one else. From where I am standing now, Im just guessing that you somehow have feelings left somewhere within you. There are feelings but its hard to reach. And I somehow wish you could reach the feelings right here right now and just tell me...