The girl who seemed unbreakable, broke. The girl who was always laughing, cried. The girl that never stop trying, finally lost hope. She finally dropped the fake smile as tears rolled down her cheeks and whispered to herself : 'I can't do this anymore but I'll try holding on' The hardest part about walking away from you is knowing that you won't run after me.
I am the almost girl. The girl who is almost good enough to commit to; the girl who is almost good enough to introduce to his friends; the one who is almost worth seeing sober, instead of insecure and obliterated. I am the girl who was almost good enough to love. I am the girl who has “almost relationships,” more than I care to count and when i do get into a real relationship, it somehow would just fail I am 2e years old and have been with guys that I can put a number to, where we talk a lot, hang out, but never actually settle our feelings and put a label on it. Yes, we were exclusive and, yes we cared about each other, whether we defined the relationship or not, but either one or neither of us was ready to totally commit to the other and actually be a couple. The kind of couple that goes on dates in public and he pays; the kind where just being together gets you 50 shades of nervous and worked up in the best way. I am si...
Barricade , is any object or structure that creates a barrier or obstacle to control or block passage. And deep down in me, I have always wanted to be a barricade for someone. At least a barricade to assure that my loved ones are not in danger. It's like when you become a barricade that saves someone's life, you instantly become a superhero. I mean, at least it is more realistic than Superman or The Avengers. I wanna be the barricade for those girls out there who lost their hope, strength and faith after numerous heartbreaks. I wanna be the barricade to all those single parents out there who are trying so hard to live a good life with their family. I wanna be the barricade to those special needs kids who are often isolated and alienated because of their differences. I wanna be the barricade to all those innocent kids who lost their parents in the war. I wanna be the barricade that helps all of them go through their days in life feeling blessed rather than depressed. I...
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