Miracles and Magic

This is a simple not so simple thank you. This is just me giving love through what I am good at. This year has just started and this month is about to end and   all I can think of is my suppressed past, the now I prayed for and the future that I’m working and wishing for. This entry goes to my Domino's buddy, movies buddy, my football buddy, my coffee buddy, my food buddy and at one point the best buddy. This piece is for you and this post is an indirect thank you note to you. So, here it is. He WAS my past and my past is one person I used to love. I loved dearly and once had a soft space in my broken heart for. Even now,  I’m quite shivery writing about him. This person tested my every capability, my every potential of loving, waiting and being patient. There is not much to be discussed or to be mentioned about this person but I do want to say thanks to him. I figured I have to reveal something someday, guess that’s now. Escaping situations and dodging questions abou...

"Have you ever really thought about it? You’ve got this girl, head over heels in love with you. She’d do anything for you, she’d die for you. But for some reason, you don’t want to see that. You know it’s there, and you know that you feel the same way. But you refuse to let it be. Maybe you’re scared. Maybe you’re scared of the thought that this girl who you’ve known forever - you’ve seen her happy, you’ve seen sad — maybe this girl is perfect for you. And that really scares you, doesn’t it? "

Im that girl that believes in karma. Im that girl that is hopeful for a better day each night before I head to bed. Im that girl that wont give up on you. That girl that spends her days thinking that she is unlike the rest and hoping that it's true. The girl that spent her days smiling and loathe the day but love the night because it's the nights that could help her feel better. That girl who spent her nights crying under her comfy pillow wishing and wanting for things to get better. I'm that girl who has the desire to love and be loved in return. Im that girl who looks tough and strong but breaks down every little time and picks herself up on her own each time she falls. I'm that girl who was left undone. Im that girl who could never sort things out and tonight, im that girl who was helplessly disappointed with herself. I guess that's it. Goodnight bitter sweet hearts. ❤

This is prolly the last post in my blog that will be about you. I know it has been hard for the both of us. I know the ending was much more absurd that it should have been. But I guess at the end of the day, it was for the best. I know we used to share words of love and exchanged them altogether but at this point, i just realised how i actually hated certain things that took place in the course of us being together. It is undoubtedly true that you have held me at my lowest points of my life and have been there at times I needed you. At the same time, you gave up. You gave up on the relationship we tried to build. You gave up on us, and you gave up on me. And when that happened, I stopped believing. At this point, I don't know if I could ever love someone as much as I loved you or if i could do as much as I did for you. Well, I guess time would tell. It's good to know that you are slowly doing well without me. I guess all these are gonna take time before we are both completely ...

The biggest problem for a girl like me who hates the crowd is actually shopping. Even when I need to get things around, I always find it a hassle to drive to the mall just to pick out a perfect dress for dinner or a date. Through time, life for an ironic girl like me is made easier because of the existence of online shops and online shopping which is only a click and seconds away. Yes, I know of the existence and I know of the different websites where I can actually get great deals. But the biggest question when it comes to online shopping is LATEST TRENDS. Where can I actually get clothes, shoes or anything that is in trend ? Life was again made easier for me when I was introduced to ZALORA. Name it, and they have it. I believe that the entry below would help you readers out there in learning to love how awesome ZALORA is when it comes to the latest fashion trends. Even when you're bogged down with way too many things in life, to keep up with the latest trends is a...